Memories

I am blessed to have so many happy memories. Specifically, I have been thinking about my trip across Canada and the last year and a half. I have amazing memories. It saddens me that I will not be making that kind of memory for a while as I have had to part from my better half, but I hope that we will be friends one day and able to make more great memories.

For now, I think, and I smile, but I feel that pain of loss. I know that this has happened. I know that this has happened for a reason. I just wish it was easier to feel that this was right, and to internalize that this was the right decision.

Right now, it just feels hard.

I must wait. Soon today will end. Then tomorrow. Then the next day. Hopefully at the end of all this there is a better place.