The Extremes of Busy

So, as you may have gathered through my brief span of inactivity here I am somewhat busy... I have noticed, however, that no matter how busy I get I still find myself plagued by not knowing what to do.  I work all day, I work overtime, and then when I get home I have more work.  I suppose the issue is that my to do list is so long that I get stuck in-between the doings and just end up not.  My list is so long that things seem to drop off the bottom, and then resurface again some time later at the top.  It is like an endless loop of stuff to do...

As always, it is of course my fault.  I take on as much as I can... I don't know any other way to live.  One full time job, one part time job, trying to write, trying to teach martial arts, trying to be active, trying to read, trying to increase my skills, trying to... etcetera, etcetera, etcetera.

I don't think that I actually know a way out of this situation.  I am not sure there is one.  I produce... its what I do.  I think that as long as there is more for me to do I will try and do it.  So far it seems to be working... aside from some not insignificant amounts of stress from time to time that may or may not actually be impacting my body on a physical level... but overall... its working.  I am doing more and more, and I am having a hell of a good run at it.  I guess that's something.

I do hope to find some direction sometime, so that hopefully my efforts will all be towards one goal, and hopefully there will be less stress and more... I don't know... relaxing time.  I suppose I will have to learn how to relax, but I am starting to become concerned about my body, so really, maybe I should try and figure out that relaxing thing.

Anyways, aside from work, it has been four years since the last Elder Scrolls game was released, which means that I have a computer on order with which I can play the game, and as soon as its here I will disappear into another world... for a time.  Also, Diablo 3 is coming out soon, and since I have been waiting for that game for 14 years I think I will take a crack at that too.  Other than that I certainly hope to get my act in gear along the lines of writing... I have the ideas, I just need to piece them together, and then I can write... Oh how I need to write...